Behen ki choot bhai ka lund

Hi Everyone. Today I want to share a very special journey with you – My JEE journey. This has been a roller coaster ride filled with ups and down, & I hope my story can inspire and help some of you who are in this same route.

So, We all know that JEE is one of the toughest exams in India. & It’s the gateway to some of the best engineering colleges I n the country. My journey began in around Aug 2022, after my 12^th boards. Yes, I have started my journey in my drop year. Usse pehle JEE ke bare me kuch khas malum nahi tha. So, after 12^th boards I have started my journey, being confused and lost in study materials and video lectures. Yeah. I don’t have any guide also :’).
So, charo taraf bhatakne ke baad JEE 2023 1^st attempt se 3-4 mahine pehle maine Vedantu channel ko discover kiya. Waha Arvind bhai, tamatar sir and dost ke videos dekhke samajh aaya main kitna peeche hu. So, piche tha but maine haar nahi maani. I have started again from scratch. Sach kahu, mere basics ekdum strong nahi the. Pura heela hua tha andar se . So dikkat to hui pehle, but jab vedantu ne rudra series ko launch kiya, tab thodi ummed jaagi ki nahi, abhi bhi picture baaki hai.
So, rudra seires ko follow karne laga, about 40-50% ke baad ekdum follow nahi kar paya, kyunki mere basics hi ekdum kamzor the. So, a free advice, pne basics ko kabhi kamzor mat rahne dena 😊).
Aisehi girte padhte Oneshots marathon sessions se guzar te huye JEE 2023 complete hua. Aur kuch khas results nahi aaye. Only 77%le. But luckily EWS category ki wajah se JEE adv ke liye select ho gaya. Tab socha jab moka mil raha hai, tab baithne me kya dikkat hai. So, I study only 1 month for JEE adv , and score only 24 marks. I know it’s low but I was happy ki maine koshish ki.
Phir moka aaya JEE 2024 ka, Ab maine than li, ki pehle ache se basics strong karunga then baki sab. Tab Arvind bhai and dost ne JEE Nexus youtube channel ki shurwat kari thi, to waha se Maths aur chem padhta tha aur vedantu se phy. Ayse karte karte kuch mahine beeta. Then, Ache se revision na karne ke karan pichle padha hua sab bhulta bhi ja raha tha.
Aur issi waqt mujhe yeh mauka mile, outlier banne ka. Maine Outlier 23 batch ka interview diya and luckily I had selected. Uske baad mera mindset badalne laga. Result oriented se process oriented zyada banne laga “Karm kiye ja phal ki chinta mat kar” wala concept build hone laga. Aur pehle se zyada discipline rahne laga. Pehle bohot padhai me din gap ho jata tha procrastination me, iss batch ke karan woh procrastination bhi kam hone laga. Ab ummed aayi ki iss bar to zarur acha result aayega.
I know aap log yeh soch rahe ho ki itna mehnat kar raha hu, to obvioiusly Koi na koi NIT to mil hi jayegi. But upar wale ko shayad kuch aur Manzoor tha. Mera JEE 24 me percentile bana only 83.7%le. I know pichle saal se thoda zyada hai, but Itna nahi ki NIT mil jaye. Sadly, I have failed again in JEE mains. And as a double dropper, I have lost the opportunity to give JEE Adv.
Sach me bohot dukh hua, itni mehnat ke baad bhi result kuch nahi aya. But isi tough time se larne ke liye hi to hume sikhaya gaya iss Outliers batch me. Iss batch me join hone ke wajah se mera mindset change hua, aur iss failure ko bhi ek +ve side se dekhne laga ‘Jo bhi hota hai, ache ke liye hota hai.’ Shayad iss kharab result ke piche bhi koi reason hoga jo mujhe abhi samajh nahi aa raha but baad me jake samajh aayega.

Ab 1 month me WBJEE tha. This was my last chance to prove myself. To show my potential. So, Inn akhir ke 1 month me maine jam ke taiyari ki. Pichla result bhulke maine present pe focus kiya. PYQs solving, mock test ache se diya. Aur WBJEE 2024 me maine 44.6 marks score kiya ( previous year ke according iss marks me 9-10K rank bana tha).
So, this was my JEE journey. Looking back to this journey taught me so much more than just rank and marks. It taught me the importance of hardwork, consistence effort. Shayad JEE me utna acha nahi kar paya. But I’m sure. Life ke har chote bare chunoti ke liye maine larna seekh liya.

I know tum log meko gaali Dene Wale ho ,bits he mere last option he he kyo ki jm me 99.7 lane ke baad top nit me cse nhi mil rha he 🤡 , meko lag rha tha mere adv accha jayege tu bitsat nhi dena wala tha but me isse chala gya without any prep at all Dene and tu my surprise I got 325 i was happy ke bits pilani cse tu mil jayege , and then me adv ke prep karne lag gya and me exam me hag diya , but meine socha ke mere pass tu bits as a backup but meine kal dekha ke cse ka cut off 331 ,or log bol rhe he 10-15 number or baad sakta he , know I want to prep for 2nd attempt and don't know from where to do that
Ps- tum log soch rhe hoge kya Lund admi he itna randi rona kyu kar rha he , but I think I deserve it man I have worked fucking hard since 2.5 year, day and night I don't want to settle in for less than my potential so plz help me 😭🙏 also mathango vs vora class for bitsat of something else

No wonder not a single soul is happy in their whole baraat sized family:

1. First of all crowd... oh my god... their house is literally like rail ka dabba. People, more people, more and more people...people people everywhere. People sleep on the floor, eat and drink in plastic disposals. Nobody can have even a little rest at any hour of the day because koi na koi shor macha hi raha hoga. One cant sleep peacefully even at night because tab bhi adha kunba jaga hua rehta hai.
   
2. Bullying, more bullying, more and more bullying. With limited resources (read Saba ka paisa), there is unhealthy competition among rest of the free loaders to do chaatam chaat of the queen bee and pull each other down. Everywhere there is jealousy and vileness.
   
3. Fakeness, fakeness and more fakeness, ... and that too from their own blood relatives. Kisi ko pta hi nahi hota ki saamne wala jo pyar aur care dikha raha hai wo kitna genuine hai. Pati-patni (shoaib-DKI ho ya Sunny-Saba), maa-beti, maa-beta, nani-naati/naatin, mausi-bhanji....sab ek dusre ko fake pyar dikhate hain. This is so chhi... especially husband-wife and parent-child...jo ki itne close rishte hain... par inke in rishto me bhi milawat hai.
   
4. Nobody gives a damn about DKI and papa ibrahim. Pta nahi kya paap kiye hain in dono ne, jo 100 logo ke kunbe me in dono ke liye koi nahi khada hai. These two are the loneliest people on the entire planet of maudaha.
   
5. Unhealthy lifestyle...eating junk whole day. Messed up daily routine. Aur India ka adha plastic to inke ghar me hoga.
   
6. Shitty men of the house. Nalla is a bad husband, bad father, and a bad son. There i said it. Is aadmi me koi khoobi nahi hai. He cant think of anybody else but himself. To the top of that, one has to see his crappy face all day at home... kaam dhaam pe jata nahi. Ghar me pada rehta hai. Sunny ki freeloading pe to kuch na kaha jaye to kam hai but atleast wo driver ka kaam to karta hai.
   
7. Saba ko jhelna to bhai apne aap me ek misery hai. Ye aurat behudapan ka epitome hai. Koi ek quality bta do iski. Duniya bhar ki jitni bad qualities ek aurat me ho sakti hain, un sabki potli banake uparwale ne isme bhar di hain. Upar se iski nithalli maa... sara din bethe bethe kursi todti hai.
   
8. Ladka ladki me itna partiality to bhai aaj ke jamane me koi nahi karta jitne ye foohad log karte hain. The difference is so stark... between nalla and saba, between rehan and riza.... to the point that kon sofa pe bethega kon jameen pe bethega ye bhi gender pe decide hota hai.
   

This khandan and their house is full of gandgi, literally and figuratively both. And nobody can convince me otherwise.

Bhai I m very weak in maths , 11th pura waste kar diya maths kuch nahi padha ... Maths ke bohot weak hu 10th ka maths bhi dhang se nahi kad paunga.. I have uc plus subscription , so i thought ki alok sir ko follow karu but kuch samajh nahi araha hai woh bohot high level lag raha hai .
To abhi pls batao kisko follow karu maths ke liye ...... (I also have apni kaksha vg sir & gb sir lectures)
Another question , should I start with 11th chapters/ 12 th kyuki pura 11th waste kar diya hai maine ?

Bhai m direct baat me aata hoon .„kal mere pass ek new fake insta id se MSG aaya hello.then I replied phir usne bola ki usse mere gf ke baare me baat krni h ..and then he said he have photos of us .or bhai merko lga jhut bol rha h phir usne ek photo bheji (intimate photo) or bhai vo photo meri Google photos me h.Or usne bola uske pass videos bhi h ..or usne context bhi dia sb shi bola usne ...or mene photos and videos Aaj tkk kisi ko nhi bheji just mere Google photos me h (even my gf don't have those) phir bhai usne 30k mange videos delete krne ke wrna bol rha viral krr dega ..uske pass most probably mere Gmail ka access hoga kyuki or khi vo photos nhi h. Ab usne 7 din ka time dia h 30k krne ka ...Bhai koi kuchh help krda wrna m mrr jaunga or m nhi chahta meri wjh se meri gf ki zindagi khrab ho .Google ke activity or login status me bhi sirf Mera hi device dikha rha h..or m Mera phone bhi kisi ko nhi deta. Toh bhai kuchh smjh nhi aa rha usne kese nikala sbb... Bhai koi jldi se kuchh bta do wrna mrr jaunga yrr. Or mujhe panic attacks bhi aate rehte h ..toh bhai itna me nhi seh paunga .

1) I came to know that Rukaiyya is Amir Jehangir’s sister. Shoaib spoke so much shit about her brother ki mereko pata hai uski aukat kya hai amir jehangir made videos exposing Dipika then how come Saba took her to Mumbai??? How is everything so fine between them?
2) I rewatched one vlog of Dipika when she had gone to Maudaha with the wedding planners during Saba’s wedding. Usmein Kari Mamu hosts them all orders Biryani for them and usmein clearly dikh raha hai that Kari Mamu has a wife and a daughter (Meher’s step sister) If he has a family now, why does Meher only consider her Abba to be her family member. Either Kari Mamu’s wife doesn’t treat her well or maybe she just doesn’t consider her and her step sister as a family. Pehle jo bhi hua tha but ab to wo ek saath reh hi sakte hai right? How did Kari Mamu just ended up sending her to Mumbai when he literally has a family and can live together and take care of Meher.
3) Everybody is being sympathetic towards Meher and I think it’s justified too because she is really very matured for her age is compared to Riza and Sara. But I think we all are makinh the same mistake again. Riza ko bhi log aise hi appreciate kiya karte the but now everything has become opposite. At the end of the day Meher is now with the Ibrahims. I am sure they would end up influencing her in a bad manner. It’s better if she would go back and focus on her studies instead of all this nonsense. Easy money, shopping, free ke kapde is just gonna spoil her like Riza and Rehan, that’s what I feel. Doctor banna hai to uske liye mehnat karni padti hai, sirf doctor banne ka sapna hai bolke koi doctor nahi ban jata. People become emotional and write comments praising her but they don’t realise that dreams achieve karne ke liye mehnat, dedication, consistency lagti hai, Meher ko 2 lines ki english bolni nahi ati and doctor banne ke khwab dekh rahi hai. I am not demotivating her in any way. But my point is that action lene se dreams achieve ho sakte hai-sirf badbad karne se nahi.
4) i really don’t understand why did Rukaiyya even come with Saba? It’s clear that nobody even wanted to see their face there. Everybody was pissed off (especially Ammi) she even pointed out how her daughter wrote something on the Sofa. Saba ka to dil hi toot gaya but camera par thi to kuch jyada bol nahi payi usko. The ibrahim ladies are all greedy asses. They have 0 shame. Rukaiyya ki bhai ki poori izzat neelam kardi Shoaib ne phir bhi unki chaatne chali gayi-upar se Saba ko bolti hai mereko Mumbai ghoomna hai. Lol it’s all about the money. Paiso ke liye ye apne aap ko bhi beech denge lagta mereko.

I don't really know kaisa gaya cuet mera. I didn't recheck anything. But jitna mujhe pata, BST Eco Acc me full aane chahiye, english me koi idea nahi, 32 questions tak sure tha uske baad 5 mins me jo sahi laga uska tukka maar aaya, jitna calculated ho sakta tha. I don't know kaunsa college milega kya hoga but this time period jahan ghar me baitha hua hu bas, is fucking killing me. Har cheez ko le kar itna stress leta hu, kaash maths drop na karta 11th me toh ipmat de deta, kaash commerce hi na liya hota kuch aur kar leta, ye wo. Soch raha tha mumbai ke 2-3 colleges ka forms bhar dunga jo boards pe admissions lenge, but dekh kar lagta bro idhar nahi jaana mujhe. This isn't the place I studied this hard to go to. Although boards me good enough aaye hain, nm mithibai xaviers me baf ya bcom mil jayega. But mujhe DU jaana. Socha tha saath me CA karunga, inter tak clear karke fir seekhunga skills, fir college ke baad articleship and then kuch na kuch ye wo. Abhi itna stressed rehta hu har waqt, dimag hi nahi chalta. Log enjoy kar rahe mai do din se ro raha. Again, mumbai wale colleges ka form fill nahi kiya, maybe kar dunga ek do din me as a backup. But ik for sure mai nai jaunga wahan. Idek why I'm writing this. Mummy bhi keh rhin tum boht tension lete bekaar ki. Mujhe samajh nahi aa rha kyu na lu and kaise na lu. Foundation ka padhna bhi start nai kiya, agle mahine se hi plan kiya tha tho, but socha tha beech ke time me maze karunga. Thoda ghoom kar aa gaya ek din, ek din doston se mil liya. Accha laga, but fir ekdum se ye thoughts aa rhe. Idrk what to do bhai. I feel so bad.

Kis baat ka attitude hai bhai. 30 hazar salary deke malik samajh rahe ho kya. Asa to nahi ki tumhari company ne duniya badal di ho.
Apne bubble se bahar aao bandhu. American accent sikh liye thodi insaniyat bhi sikh lete.
Ek baat acchi lagi tumhari bandhu, tumne toxicity interview mein hi jatadi. Tum jaise nadan balko se hi asi company me fasne se bachte hai.
Dekho tumhare yaha job nahi li fir bhi zinda hu abhi bhi. Shocking right? Kuch nahi badla. Kuch nahi badalta kabhi bhi. Ghar mein rashan hai. Khana peena ho raha badhiya.
Tum khub paise chhapo US client se koi dikkat nhi par career aur growth ke naam pe shoshan karna bandho karo. Kisi ki majboori ka fayda uthana acchi baat nahi hoti bandhu. Sudhar jao. Neend acchi aayegi. Pakki baat.

So, I was a dropper(24 tard) 2021 me prep start ki 11th online fiitjee se kiya 12th fiitjee offline school ke saath jaise taise manage kiya 12th me 87.2% the 2nd highest in my class. Mains ke liye thik se padha nhi tha makkari ki thi fir bhi jan attempt me 92.4%tile aai. I was very khush fir jaan lagadi april aur adv ke liye nhi hua clear decided to drop. fir January tak acchi padhai hui fir burnout feel hone laga padhai me mann kam lagne laga scored 98.23%tile in mains. 2nd attempt ke liye kam padhai ki fir adv ke liye bhi kam padhai ki lekin i am satisfied with my journey okay ye thi backstory. Mera ek friend 1st class se 13 saal hogaye saathme. Uske 12th me 77% the. Maine usko bola ki drop lele thodi mehnat karni hai koi govt college mil jayega chutiye ne padhai july me start ki online prayas batch se uska poora attitude us bacche ki tarah tha jo 11th me jee ki prep start karta hai. To uske jan me 85%tile aai ham dono ki same shift thi aur meri 98.23%tile fir baat ye hui wo kehta ki saale tu 3 saal se ghis rha aur teri 99%tile tak nhi aai Aur maine itna padhke 85 marks laaya 85%tile aai thoda aur padhleta to meri bhi 95% to aa hi jaati ( maine mann me bola saale 90%tile se kam score ko consider bhi nhi kiya jaata) tumne paise sab barbad kardiye and i was like ye chutiyagaya hai mai samajh gaya tha as i become more mature in drop year . To wo mujhe aise hi taane dete rehta maine socha mann me ki saale ko koi knowledge nhi hai jee ki pw ke easy easy physics ke questions solve karke khud ko tees maar khan samajh rha . He literally was said to me that "meri physics ki knowledge tumse acchi hai aur fir 30 min baad bolta maine us din physics ke adv ke pyq kiye ek nhi bana bhai kya khatarnak questions the " maine pucha konsa chapter fir pata hai ye kya bola " kinematics 🤡🤡🤡💀" mai samajh gaya ye saala pagal hochuka hai fir aisa chala fir 2nd attempt ke baad result khrab aaya mere 88%tile and i didn't give a fuck to my 2nd attempt mujhe bas rank se matlab tha us chutiye ko is saal wahi college mil rhe jo pichle saal mil rhe the aur mujhe laakh guna acche college mil rhe ab kal ham log hangout kiye to purana dost bhi aaya 5 saal baad mila mai usse. wo kota gaya tha drop ke liye jan me waapis aagaya, to wo tak itna immature baate nhi kar rha tha jitni ye kar rha tha kehta tumpe laanat hai 3 saal aur 3 laakh kharab kare tumne ab mujhe ye samajh nhi aa rha ye saala konse delusion me jee rha , is chutiye ko ab Tak ye samajh nhi aai ki 12th aur drop ke baad accha college matter karta hai bas bhale IIT ho ya na ho ye lodu VIT bhopal aur sgsit indore jayega shyd sgsit me bhi cs nhi milegi saale ki obc me hi 44k rank hai. Ab mai iski baatein isliye itni sunleta kyuki agar maine bolna chalu kiya to is chutiye ko itna bura lagega ki baatein kam kardega mujhse. Isi vajah me mai apni city ki NIT nhi le rha kyuki agar li to bc in chutiyo se bandha rahunga 4 saal. Isliye bilkul new personality aur peer group same mindset waale log ke saath rahunga college me aur Mai tum sab se bhi yahi request kar rha hu ki apni sangat soch samajh kar select karna. Mere cc ke dost bhi hai sabne saath me jee kiya hai wo sab samajhte hai JEE ke struggles wo kuch nhi bolte ye lodu alag hi duniya me hai , ye baate mujhse jan ke result ke baad baar baar dimag me ghumti thi saala abhi bhi ghumti hai lekin ab agar isne firse bola to iski gaand maardunga saale ke muh pe usko failure boldunga. I know dosti ko koi effect nhi ho wala. Ek aur dost hai grp me wo commerce ka hai wo bhi notice karta hai ki ye saala har baar JEE ko beech me laata hai wo bhi bolta hai ki saala yahi karta rehta hai khud ka nikla nhi to dusro ko baba gyaan de rha , adv ke centre same padgaya hamara. Break me ye chutiya inorganic rat rha🤡🤡 tha aur mai so rha tha kyuki mujhe pata hai break me padhne se lund kuch nhi hota. Papa bhi the to baat chali ki mai NIT jau yaa IIIT to ye bich me iski baat bhi aai college ki to ye bolta ki ' wo to NIT me chale jao Acche college ka naam dekh kar koi bhi company job dedeti 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡' aur bc me soch rha kon chutiye ke saath ghumta mai lekin ye aadmi bas padhai ki baato me hi muh se hagta hai baaki banda/dost badhiya hai. Agar ye story poori padhi hai to thank you i wanted to rank cause ye baate mere dimag me bohot mahino se chal rhi thi apne thoughts share karo please..

Bhai mein dropper hoon . meine last year CET Nahi Diya tha. . is saal Diya par jab mein application form bharne gaya tha I think 25th Feb ko toh us haramkhor cybercafe walen ne meri 12th iss sal ho Rahi hai Aisa upload Kiya . Meine Dinesh sir video bahot pahle dekha tha .toh thoda bhool Gaya tha ki 2024 nahi karna tha.par woh cyber cafe wala bahot confidently bola ki yahi hai ..isi option pe click karna hai . Fir dekha toh woh mujhe fresh 12 th wala dikha rhaa tha .meine jab correction window aayi tab check Kiya par application form mein 12th passing year badlne ka option nahi tha .par Jo candidate registration window hota hai waha pe edit hogaya mera passing year aur 12th ki details bhi daldi. But application form pe nahi hua . Ab meine exam dedi hai. Par dar laga rhaa ki baadme mujhe admission na de. Bahot ko puchha koi pakki advice nahi de rha. Isiliye result ka wait kar rhaa hoo. Kya result pe 12th passing year likha hota hai? Kuchh pata ho toh batao mein galti kasie thik kar sakta hoon. Sorry thoda lamba hogaya.

I was woken up from sleep because “some private college ki exam ka kya hua uski exam kab hai” bullshit, meri kal ek aakhri exam thi entrance ki aur maine socha tha chain ki neend milegi ye to saala band hi nahi ho raha hai bhai mujhse nahi ho raha ye sab bakwaas, aadhe se zyada colleges ke forms (out of which one was the reason I was woken up from sleep), I was forced to fill them BHAI MAI KYU JAU NMIMS BHENCHOD MANAGEMENT COLLEGE MAI BTECH KYU KARU MAI BHAI, IS SE ACHA PRIVATE MAI HI BHEJ RAHE HO TOH DHANKI JAGAH BHEJO WHY DO YOU HAVE TO WAKE ME UP FROM MY SLEEP FOR THIS BULLCRAP

So background details, back in November 2022, I texted this Girl on IG, who was the 10th grade "topper" of this school I joined, it was something instantly clicked between us that night. It kept on going for two more days and the butterfly kept, bumbling in my guy. Before I was about to sent into friendzone, I clear my intention that, I want to date her, not be a random friend on the internet, she blushed, saying, she wants to date too but it was 11th and both were JEE aspirants (mein self study/YouTube and she Fitjee student sochlo kiska nikla hoga issal , anyway) so she wants time.
As days went by our bonding become so strong but around 8 months into this "situationship" we also met once , I will never forget that day. A month later she told she can't date me cause, she becames toxic and annoying when ever she in a relationship (it's not you its me type shit) My heart sunk deep into oceans, I couldn't think straight for two days everything felt falling apart all my friends we happy for me ki Bhai ko finally uska pyaar mil gaya, the bolly and holly defination of teenage love was deeply embedded in my mind, after a few more nights of arguments and fights (over text ofc) I came to a decision we will not date but jaisa chal raha hai hamare bich chalne do college mein jaake dekhenge jab ek saath time spent karenge offline. She agreed to some extent but agaye Jee Mains ke registration ka month and she told me she is going offline for few months to study tab, phone sab le liya jayega by parents, I was sad nahi milega baat karne ko but somehow managed for a month then uska samne se text ata hai, "Live feels so dull without you, tere Bina Mann nahi lagta" I was on the 9th cloud and hope ki leher se mere Seene se takra gai, we again chat till Jan 15 uske baad Milne ka plan banaya again, some how arrange "the date" but last moment I had to cancel cause ghar mein jaane nahi diye, kismat kharab, ladte jhagadte Ghar walo se cough mummy cough, mein pohocha rendevous but wo chaligai, kitna calls laga nahi uthai, mayus sa Dil aur ankh mein aansu liye Ghar ja raha tha tabhi uska call aya "abhi aasakta hai, papa se extra time mangi"hun utsav aur thoda ghumne ke liye (hamare town ka ek local festival hota hai har saal jan mein), I reach again with hope of meeting her but nahi mil paya due to traffic, uss din bohot gali di khudko, kismat ko aur usse bhi, which hurt her tabse uska mere taraf Jo affection ya thoda bohot soft spot tha chalaga, then boards aye she again went underground, for few more months now she tells me, and I quote "This friendship isn't working anymore, our personalities are aligned, tu irritate karne laga hai" 2 saal tak ka intezar aur yeh natija Nahi chahiye mujhe uska pyar, nahi karni uske saath life spent, I pray she finds someone she actually intrested in romantically, but yeh jo special bond tha hamare bich atleast vo toh chhod deti mere liye

So background details, back in November 2022, I texted this Girl on IG, who was the 10th grade "topper" of this school I joined, it was something instantly clicked between us that night. It kept on going for two more days and the butterfly kept, bumbling in my guy. Before I was about to sent into friendzone, I clear my intention that, I want to date her, not be a random friend on the internet, she blushed, saying, she wants to date too but it was 11th and both were JEE aspirants (mein self study/YouTube and she Fitjee student sochlo kiska nikla hoga issal , anyway) so she wants time.
As days went by our bonding become so strong but around 8 months into this "situationship" we also met once , I will never forget that day. A month later she told she can't date me cause, she becames toxic and annoying when ever she in a relationship (it's not you its me type shit) My heart sunk deep into oceans, I couldn't think straight for two days everything felt falling apart all my friends we happy for me ki Bhai ko finally uska pyaar mil gaya, the bolly and holly defination of teenage love was deeply embedded in my mind, after a few more nights of arguments and fights (over text ofc) I came to a decision we will not date but jaisa chal raha hai hamare bich chalne do college mein jaake dekhenge jab ek saath time spent karenge offline. She agreed to some extent but agaye Jee Mains ke registration ka month and she told me she is going offline for few months to study tab, phone sab le liya jayega by parents, I was sad nahi milega baat karne ko but somehow managed for a month then uska samne se text ata hai, "Live feels so dull without you, tere Bina Mann nahi lagta" I was on the 9th cloud and hope ki leher se mere Seene se takra gai, we again chat till Jan 15 uske baad Milne ka plan banaya again, some how arrange "the date" but last moment I had to cancel cause ghar mein jaane nahi diye, kismat kharab, ladte jhagadte Ghar walo se cough mummy cough, mein pohocha rendevous but wo chaligai, kitna calls laga nahi uthai, mayus sa Dil aur ankh mein aansu liye Ghar ja raha tha tabhi uska call aya "abhi aasakta hai, papa se extra time mangi"hun utsav aur thoda ghumne ke liye (hamare town ka ek local festival hota hai har saal jan mein), I reach again with hope of meeting her but nahi mil paya due to traffic, uss din bohot gali di khudko, kismat ko aur usse bhi, which hurt her tabse uska mere taraf Jo affection ya thoda bohot soft spot tha chalaga, then boards aye she again went underground, for few more months now she tells me, and I quote "This friendship isn't working anymore, our personalities are aligned, tu irritate karne laga hai" 2 saal tak ka intezar aur yeh natija Nahi chahiye mujhe uska pyar, nahi karni uske saath life spent, I pray she finds someone she actually intrested in romantically, but yeh jo special bond tha hamare bich atleast vo toh chhod deti mere liye

Sabse pehli baat - Jo bhi kehta hai Paper 2017 ki tarah tha is gae af.
Now coming to the main mudda. Man liya, paper zyada asaan tha. But ye toh koi bhi ghar pe baithke keh sakta hai na? Yaha Anup sir P1 maths ke sabse easy question uthake bol rahe hain ki "paper asaan tha". Ashish Arora sir ki toh baat hi mat karo, hamesha bakchodi pelte rehte hain, saari predictions galat nikalti hain almost, aur fir controversial questions ko jaake bolte hain: "q was very fundamental, koi bhi exam mai baithke kar sakta tha". (yeah looking at you chimney problem) abbe karna tha toh aap dedete na Jee Advanced! (sorry for the language but mera bolne man kar raha hai). Mere liye toh ye paper went just a little bit worse than i was expecting, made damn sillies here and there and cost me 20 marks. Hopefully I can get a good branch at an IIT. But anyway. IITM ki baat pe aate hain. There were multiple errors in the questions, maine toh paper ke samay hi baithke error nikal liye the ki yaha yaha possible bonus mil sakte hain. Also messed up that log question due to pressure but ab kya hi kar sakta hu lol
Either way, this paper was slightly tougher than JEE Advanced 2023. However, cutoff badhegi. Ye pakka baat hai. But utni nhi badegi jitna log keh rahe hain. Bhai IIT hai ye. Kuch toh aata hoga na? anyway maybe this is just copium or something. Some people have exceeded all expectations, and others have just met, and others have underperformed according to their expectations, as happens every year. So I request you, don't get disheartened by everyone saying "2017, 2017"; do you trust yourself enough to know that this was not a 2017 level paper? If so, yes. This was definitely not 2017. Imo, cutoffs should go according to 2021 or 2023, but do not make the mistake of assuming them to be exactly the same - assume them to increase slightly because people are heavily prepared this time, this wasn't 2023 where mains was sprung upon aspirants 20 days before the start of the examination.
Now finally, relax. Kuch ho jayega paper dekh ke? Baakiyo ke scores dekh ke? FOMO aayega bahut badha tho, mujhe bhi aa gaya tha main toh pura paper ka analysis karke baith chuka hu apna. But please, it's a request, agar BITSAT ya IAT ki taiyari kar rahe ho toh wo karte rehna, is sab youtube ki bakchodi me pat padhna, and anyways you can't change ki paper kaisa gaya tha. Agar rest karna hai rest karlo, and atb for your remaining exams.
Also whoever askes how my paper went or which rank I am expecting is also gae

We can experience with this roleplay and we can do anything we would like ....it could be a gandgband with son's friends.....cheating on father ...anal...or anything
I actually have a bad fetish about my mom ....nd I have even done a lot of roleplays about it ... I'm into roleplays for atleast 5-6 years now ......I love it then the roleplay is in hindi ... because it feels more dirty and passion Is there anyone up for a bad sexy roleplay of mom no limits you can go as dirty as you wanted ...nd we can even create a 3some 4some ...my mom me and my friend....and if anybody wanted we can add even more elements like blackmail , outdoor , teacher , princepal brutal , gangbang , etc
Kinks - talk dirty about mom while roleplaying ...tell me all the secrets of mom how bad of a bitch she is
I HAVE SO MANY PLOTS AND THESE ARE JUST ONE OF THEM ....WE CAN CREATE A PLOT TOGETHER IF YOU WANT TO
Plot 1 - it's may fav plot because it resembles to reality Dad lives away because of his work ...came home just for 2-3 days in a month ...always stay horny and because did is not at home so she strt to fuck out side oneday son caught her and then mom strt seduce her so that som doesn't tell his dad ...this is just the plot not the whole story
Plot 2- Son of age 23 is working away from home in manali sector..recently he bought one bunglow there. But during lockdown his maid left the job. He called his mother to come and live with him..mother came.. only one bedroom and romantic home with bunch of naughty chats between mommy and son..at son's friends function everyone think his mommy as his wife due to her beauty and fitness..after coming to home they again went naughty and starting to flirt as hubby and wife and then makeout for night and mommy loves anal with son.
Plot -3 Maa aur beta mausi ki beti mi shadi ke liye jayenge.. resort me hogi shadi..
Dono ko mehmano wali ek room milegi... couple dance andhere me.. maa beta bhi ek kone me chipak jayenge...aur fir ratbhar balcony me gaddi dalkar maa bete ke lund gand ka milan..🥰
Plot 4 -
Beta sheher me rehta hai aur maa apne gav me..ekdusre ko bahut pasand krte hai aur unhe pata bhi hai ek dusre ko betahasha bhogna chahte hai..tut padna chahte hai bhuki sher sherni ki tarah....
To maa apni kamar ka ilaj krne ke bahane ghar se nikalti hai aur bolti hai ki mere sweet beta ji ke pass reh lungi jab tak ilaj nhi hota...
Bete ke sath rehne aati hai.. bete ko bhi pata chalta hai ki maa asal me gand marvane ke liye aayi hai lekin bahana kamar me dard hone ka hai...
Ek alishan flat.. fir rat me beta maa ki seva krega kamar ki malish krega (mom ki gand pe baithkar , baho me chipakar gand sehlakar aur fir halka halka gili jibh ka masaaj gand ki gehri darar me..😍)
Mom bhi mast hokar ab apne kamar ka ilaj krne ki bajah ratbhar achhe se gand ka ilaj kregi aur bete ke garam lund ki rani banakar ratbhar apne masaledar gand me bete ka musal thukvayegi...

So meri best friend bba ke liye Australia jaa rahi hai and advance ke ek din pehle she texted me ki "Ik prolly not best time to tell you this but i got a offer letter".I congratulated her aur usne mujhe atb kaha for the exam. I won't qualify obviously ik par all this got me thinking ki yaar kitna asaan hota ifere parents bhi mujhe abroad bhej pate(ik very less people can afford that). Meri 2 cousins hai, 1 of them is already in US and uski choti behen bhi obvi jaegi for masters. For a fact both of them got into top govt colleges through UT qouta on very less mains percentile. I took a drop and i am pretty much on the same conditions as last year. To here's my point, kyuki ye sab abroad jaenge because their dad can afford it they'll always be tagged as "super successful girls who made their parents proud." and I'll be called a loser until I crack an exam or do something bigger in future. Even family functions mein my mom does all the work par sab mere uncle aunty ki chaat te hai kyuki paisa hai. Mujhe mera future bhi same lag raha hai and boht low feel kar rahi hoon and my mom is constantly telling me ki tera koi bhi college mein nahi hoga tune hamari naak katvadi and all. Upar se abhi 5 min pehle vahi friend ka vapis message aaya that she has received another offer letter from a prestigious uni(it's something called group of 8) and she hasn't even written any entrance for this except ielts and uske boards mein bhi 77 aye the. Copium nahi maang rahi just needed to vent this out.
Tldr- friend/cousin sab abroad jane vale and op ka drop year mein bhi kuch nahi hua so she's jealous.

Pata Nahi yaar kya HAWA banakar rakha hai ki Pankaj sir se chemistry Padho Pankaj sir se chemistry padho...maine bhi padha ( But I regret It 🤡 ) bhai kya khaas hai inke padhane mei ye bass beech beech mei bekaar ke jokes irrelevent baate karte hai aur Last mei ek shaayari sunaake chale jaate hai bhai Mere ko ye banda teacher kam aur INTERNET PERSONALITY zyaada lagta ngl. I found this man as a businessmen nothing else harr ek orientation mei aake apna shakal dikhata hai aur ye show karta hai ki ye BEST teacher hai Organic ka.....Class mei bekaar ki baate iske lectures dekhte samay neend aati hai... I dont know why Neetards love him or I think they are brainwashed by emoshion wallah...( JEE waalo se mai agree karta hu iykyk 👍)..What are your opinions tell me?

To bhai main mind bana chuka tha ki drop leke padhunga ek saal lekin mood nhi hora ekdum padhne ka. Yahi pooch rha tha ki drop lu ki koi tier 3 college me chala jau and konsa college mil skta merko? Boards-89% revaluation me diya, Jee mains-85%ile aur koi exam nhi diya because I wasn't serious about my preparation. Aaj SRIT jabalpur valo ne call Kiya to Mera decision hil gya. Koi college milega thik sa merko? General hu btw

Main kaafi average hu bachpan se I had only 84% in class 10th boards and no one knew about jee/neet in my family mere papa 10k ki job krte thi last month wo bhi chali gayi so wo mujhe kota nhi bhej sakte we are struggling even for food mera koi bhai bhen bhi nhi hai so future of my family completely depends on me but meri 11th barbad hai meri Puri ek bhi chiz nhi aata hai mujhe bs school level Tak ke formulas clear hai next year dunga main jee but I know ki mera nhi hoga aur mujhe jee ke alawa samajh he nhi aata main kya karunga online padhna bhi mushkil ha mera kyuki mere ghar main bs ek phone hai aur internet humesha nhi rehta aur Ghar me kafi shor hota hai I don't want to live like this my mother has struggled so so much for me I want to give them atleast a happy old age but I don't think I will make it I m slow learner toh mujhe samajh he nhi aara ye 2 sal ka sllybus main 5 6 mahine main kaise karunga please advise me what should I do I don't want to die like this

Abhi jee advance sab khatam ho gaya, I hope you all guys are free... I just want to share something and need your opinions and suggestions.
Tohda bada story hai but please padhlo aur apni opinion dedo bhaiyo🙏🏽
Story starts from 2023 May, I met saw a girl profile of insta, she was my friend ka friend and woh hostel main hai in another state and I'm in another state but we have one mutual friend. I told my friend ki usse baat Kara de, and he did that she texted me back and we spoke for few days but she wasn't that much interested then 1 hafte baad I proposed and she accepted it, but later on pata chala ki she isn't into me and woh apne ex se move on karne ke liye mujhe date kar rhi thi but nhi hua.
Mujhe bhut bura laga but Maine usko uske future ke liye best wishes kiye and I stopped talking to her but again few days baat June 2023 me she texted me ki yaar speak to me and all and humne baat ki and hamre bich tohda jagda hua and mahine beetgaye....
And after months in November 2023, she randomly texted and said mujhe tujhse call me baat karni hai and all... I said okay. We spoke and all uske baad she was saying maybe we can get together... Maine kaha nhi ho sakta and all maine usko bola ki joh tune last time itna sab kuch hua I felt very bad... Woh boli abse nhi hoga and all..... And we sorted things between us and dated for a few weeks, she used to call me at night because hostel me thi
Ek din uska Mac Book kharab ho gaya so uski mummy ne usse boht daata uska mood bhi kharab tha and usne apna saara gussa mere pe nikala and I felt very bad... Usne mujhe boht kuch bola and all
And uss din ke baad se I never spoke to her and I stopped talking to her....
And kuch mahine aur beetgaye and it was 2024 And now recently 2024 May ko uska birthday tha, and few days before her birthday I wished her in advance and quit Instagram forever.
Let me tell ek baat, I loved her a lot... I mean still I do boht bhai... She means a lot to me....
So after she saw my message and she got to know that I had quit Instagram.... After 3 days she found my number from somewhere ) uske paas Mera contact number nhi tha we used to voice call on insta phele...) she called me.
She said sorry for everything and apologized a lot and uske baad she said that I love you a lot and I couldn't understand your efforts and love that time but now I do... I truly love you and all. Even I said ki I waited 1 year for you , I was waiting for you and all ... She was shock that since 1 year I was loving her and she didn't even took it seriously but now she has realised everything and told me that she's sorry and woh seriously she loves me and I'm everything for her.
Then we started dating now it's been 2 weeks, we are back together and she calls me everyday, even if shes busy or couldn't be able to call, she'll text and inform me or secretly call for a min ek check out me whether I'm all good and all.... I think that she's really putting effort because she came searching me and she also does video me everyday... Earlier hum video kiye hi nhi kabhi.....
She always calls me nowadays and tells me how much she loves me because if my personality, quality and talents.
Note: she's damn fucking rich. But I don't even need 1rs of her.... If she stays with me I'll work very hard and get rich one day to give her the best life.
I know tumlog bol rhe ho ge Kia chutiya hai, but please bhai samajh ke batao koa Karu? Should I leave her? Or stay?
Please 🙏🏽

Toh mera zindagi ka first gf thi , bina...jo ki mujhe mili thi 4th class mein!! Toh baat ye tha ki , humlog aaise hi class mein baithe hue the , aur teacher humlog ko padha rhe the, toh humlog ka do(2) row hota tha : 1 boys ka aur 1 girls ka...and hua kya, jo teachers hote the, wo padhte padhte, kabhi iss row toh kabhi uss row, chalte chalte padhte the...toh ek din, aaise hi ek teacher padhte padhte, girls ke row ke taraf gye, toh mera nazar teacher par tha!! Toh mera nazar Bina par gya, aur mehne ussko 3-4 sec Tak dekha!! Aur turant nazar haata diya...phir ussi din, mujhe usska WhatsApp par msg aaya!! Q ki humlog aaise hi phele se baat wegra sab karte the!! Toh wo boli ki "tum mujhe aaj aaise q dekhe?? " Toh uss samay mera itna dimag nhi tha!! Toh mehne ussko bol diya ki " I like you " , wo bhi shocked ho gyi, and then wo bhi sharma gyi...and wo boli ki , mujhe tumhe apna bf bana hai!! And I was like " okay , no problem"...toh aaisa karke, wo meri life ki first gf bani... FUN FACT ye hai ki humlog ka relation bas 1 din ke liye chala tha!! Mehne hi ussse breakup kar liya!! Q ki next day humlog ka exam tha, aur mera focus exam par nhi ho rha tha!! Isliye mehne ussko chor diya!!
Toh Bina ke baad mehne ek ladki ko propose kiya tha, jisska naam tha Prachi... Toh baat ye hai ki mera ek achha friend tha jisska naam hai- Sohail, toh wo na Prachi ko pasand karta tha!! Usske picche pura obsessed tha, lekin prachi ussko ekdam bhaao nhi deti thi...toh Sohail bola ki , prachi ko koi propose nhi kar sakta hai!! Wo bahut sidhi hai isliye...toh Sohail mujhe bola ki " chacha, dam hai toh Prachi ko paata ke dikhaao!! Toh mehne bhi soch liya ki ussko propose karke hi chorenge !! Toh uss samay hum bhi tik tok chalte the , aur wo bhi chalati thi, toh humlog phele aaise hi ek dusre ka tiktok like karte the!! Toh ek din , mehne usko tiktok ka msg mein ussko propose kar diya, toh wo reject kar di, ye bol ke ki hum tumlog ko Bhai mante the , aur tumlog aaisa sochte ho!! Toh uss din mehne ussko pareshan kar diya , tha bol bol ke ki mera gf ban jyo!! Lekin wo at the end humko block kar di! Aur ye jo kissa hai , isska impact hoga , future mein phir....
Toh again, mera aur Bina ka baat hone laga WhatsApp par, toh mehne ussko pucha ki mera yaad nhi aata hai kya tumko!! Toh wo boli ki bahut yaad aata hai tumhara!! Toh mehne bola ki , kya humlog phir se relationship mein aa skate hai kya?? Toh wo boli ki yess , we can!! Toh Uss samay humko bahut achha laga ki mera baacha ka relationship phir patch up ho gya!! Toh humlog ka baat roj hota tha , bahut accha chal rha tha humlog ka relationship!! But ussko koi bol diya ki sunny na Prachi ko propose kiya tha!! Toh wo humse puchi ki ye baat sahi hai kya?? Ki tum Prachi ko propose kiya h , toh mehne bola ki "hai" mehne kiya , lekin mera waisa kuch attention nhi tha usske pichhe!! Lekin wo maani hi nhi!! And then , wo mujhse breakup kar li...uss samay life mein pheli baar , Thora dukh hua tha mujhe...
Bina ke baad, mehne aur 2 ladki ko propose kiya tha!! Ki mujhe relationship mein aana tha!! Lekin mujhe unn dono ka naam yaad nhi hai!! Ek ka naam yaad hai - Kavita , jo ki humse senior thi , ek class!! Toh uss samay meri ek didi thi, mehne ussko bol diya ki mujhe usse pyaar hai, toh meri didi ussko bol di, toh wo boli ki , Humko nhi karna hai ye sab , aapne junior se!! Boli ki , apna didi jaisi ladki ko kon pyaar karta hai?? Hum bhi bole ki thik hai , koi dikkat nhi hai...
Toh meri 2nd gf thi- siya, jo ki meri First online gf thi, Toh humlog ka baat shuru tik tok mein!! Toh humlog friend jaise baat karte the!! Toh ussne mujhe aapna Facebook I'd bataya , phir humlog ka baat messenger mein hi hota tha!! Toh ek din aaise hi baat karte karte, hum usse puche ki humlog ka kya relation?? Toh ulta wo humse puchi ki tum kya mante ho , humlog ka relation ko?? Toh mehne bol diya ki , gf-bf, Thora shy tarika se bole!! Toh kya?? Wo accept kar li, mera proposal ko!! Lekin usse baat karte karte, mera maan nhi lag rha tha uss mein!! Toh mehne usse break-up kar liya!!
Toh meri 3rd gf thi- goldy, jissko mehne bas nudes ke liye rakha tha, jaise hi ussne apna photo bheja!! Waise hi mehne usko turant block kar Diya!! Pata nhi , uss samay mera mentality and mindset pura ajeeb tha
Khair mera 4th gf - palak, jo ki meri gf bani thi , 7th class mein, aur hai , mujhe wo pasand thi, q ki wo class ki sabse beautiful girl thi, sabki crush!! Toh...phele toh hum log ek normal friend jaisa baat karte the!! Bas din mein hi Thora bahut hi-hello karte the!! Ekdam normal!! Toh ek din usska b-day tha , toh bahut khush thi , magar uss samay itna Happy feel nhi karte the, q ki past mein itna kuch ho hi chuka tha!! Toh baato hi baato mein wo boli ki tum itna sad q ho?? Toh mehne bola ki Bina ka yaad aa rha hai!! Toh ussne bola ki aaisa baat hai?? Thik hai, aaj humko maan lo, ki hum tumhara Bina hai!! Jo baat karna hai Karo mujhse!! Toh mehne baat kar liya, jaise mehh Bina se baat karta tha!! Toh ending mein mehne usse bola ki " I luv u " , toh palak Puri confused! Ki ye humko bola ki Bina ko?? Toh mehne ussko bola ki mehne tumhe bola hai!! Toh palak Puri shocked! And then, wo boli ki mujhe 1 din sochne ka samay do!! Mehne bola ki thik hai!! And next day usska msg aaya ki meh accept karti hu tumhara proposal!! Toh mehh uss din bahut Khush tha!! Lekin wo boli ki ek promise karna hoga tumko ki humlog ka relationship ke baare mein kisi ko pata nhi chalna chahiye!! Toh mehne bola ki okk!! Toh humlog ka relationship bhi bahut achha chal rha tha!!
Lekin Sohail ke chalte, humlog ka relationship khatm ho gya!! Wahi Sohail jo humko bola tha ki prachi ko propose Karo!! Toh baat ye hai ki palak meri gf thi , ye baat bas ussko pata tha!! Toh wo na , palak ki friends sab ko bol diya ki sunny na palak ka bf hai, toh usski friend log ko viswash nhi hua!! Toh Sohail aur mera roj ek na ek hour baat hota hai!! Aaise hi!! Toh ek din call pe the humlog , toh suddenly wo humko puchta hai ki Tera gf kon hai?? Toh mehne firstly bola ki tumko toh pata hai na!! Toh wo bola ki phir bhi , aur ek bar baatao na , toh hum bol diye ki palak meri gf hai...and then mujhe baad mein pata chala ki Sohail humlog ka call record kar rha tha!! Phir wo ye record palak ka friend log ko bhej diya!! Phir usski friend log ussko boli ki tum uska bf ho, jiska 10 go jaisa gf thi? Aur Jo tumhari best friend ko , i.e, Prachi ko propose kiya hai, tum usski gf ho? Pata nhi kitna hi bhala bura bol diya mujhe aur ussko!!
Phir ek din Sohail msg kiya tha , ki palak na roo rhi thi class mein!! Toh hum ussko msg kiye, bole ki tum roo q rhi thi?? Toh wo boli ki humlog promise kiye the na ki humlog ka relationship ke baare mein kisi ko nhi bolenge!! Lekin tum wo promise break kar diye!! Aaise baat karte karte!! She come at the point ki, tum meri bf aab aur nhi rhe sakte ho!!! Boli ki tum mera friend ban sakte ho!! Toh mehne ye offer reject kar diya!! And then she blocked me...and this point, I was completely broken!! Mujhe kuch achha lagta hi nhi tha life mein!! har pal bas sad hi rhta tha mehh bas!!
Toh palak ke baad, mujhe 2 proposal aaya tha, lekin mehne unnlog ko accept hi nhi kiya!! Q ki palak ne aaisa , heavy impact kar Diya tha mere maan mein!!! I was not ready for any relationship!!
Phir mehhh, 10th mein jaake!! Meri ek achhi friend/sister baani!! Noushin , jo ki 11th mein thi! Usski ek friend se mujhe attraction ho gya!! Jiska naam hai - Ariba!! Toh mehne ussko gf ka khosis kiya!! Ye mera last proposal tha , kisi ladki ke liye!! Mehnne ussko bola ki " i got feelings for you" but wo boli ki mujhe nhi hai! And then , she rejected me, by saying that I'm junior, that's why I can't accept your proposal!!

Kal ke paper me to sabki lagi, but meri jo lagi hai, sab bol rhe the ki paper 1 bhot easy aya tha paper 1 esa vesa. Bhai mera paper 1 itna ganda hua organic ka ek bhi sawaal nahi hua merse aur uske baad lag rha tha ki meri cutoff bhi nai clear hogi. Paper 2 dia, usme smjh agye questions. But fir usme bhi ig 50 number bhi ajaye to bohot hoga. Itna zyada underperform kia hai. Phele to paper 1 me mind fck hogya fir paper 2 to tha hi gazab. I dont know me kya kruga ab mene aur exams ke form bhi nai bhare. I gave it all to this one exam aur merse ye bhi nai hua. I feel like complete sht right now. I dont know how wasnt i able to solve the questions jo merko aate the. I am so doomed